I feel like Jeremiah.
Aside from the whole prophet of doom part. I guess I just gain strength from reading the first chapter of Jeremiah.
4 The word of the Lord came to me, saying,
5 “Before I formed you in the womb I knew[a] you,
before you were born I set you apart;
I appointed you as a prophet to the nations.”
6 “Ah, Sovereign Lord,” I said, “I do not know how to speak; I am only a child.”
7 But the Lord said to me, “Do not say, ‘I am only a child.’ You must go to everyone I send you to and say whatever I command you. 8 Do not be afraid of them, for I am with you and will rescue you,” declares the Lord.
9 Then the Lord reached out his hand and touched my mouth and said to me, “Now, I have put my words in your mouth. 10 See, today I appoint you over nations and kingdoms to uproot and tear down, to destroy and overthrow, to build and to plant.”
“Get yourself ready! Stand up and say to them whatever I command you. Do not be terrified by them, or I will terrify you before them.”
There isn’t really much more to say. Yes, I am timid. Yes, I am young. Yes, I do not know what to say.
But I need to throw off those fears because God is so much more powerful. Nothing can stop His message from being proclaimed wherever He wants, and I just have to trust that. Jeremiah’s name means ‘the Lord throws’ and just as he was thrown into his ministry, I am being thrown into mine. But I trust in Him above all things, and in all situations.
Please pray for my squad as we fly out today, and keep us in your prayers as we begin our ministry.
God Bless!
